Its so freakin hot and humid here....

There's a front coming in here today. No wonder I still feel groggy after a red bull. I may need to pop a decongestant though. My ears are bugging the heck out of me today.

Can’t help myself rewriting California Dreaming.

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::Coolermania dreaming::

california dreamin...

all the leaves are brown and the ground is grey
i've been for a walk on a blisters day

I'd be save and cool if I was in CA

Coolermania dreaming on such a blisters day

stepped into a crush I passed along the way

well, I got down on my knees and I pretended to pray

you know the keeper likes the heat

he knows I'm gonna stay
Coolermania dreaming on such a blisters day

flute…..

all the leaves are brown and the ground is grey
i've been for a walk on a blisters day

if I didn't tell her I could leave today
Coolermania dreaming on such a blisters day

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My Answers

going somewhere?

Two parts of your heritage:

Melayu
And... erm... Malay

Two things that scare you:

George Bush

And George Bush

Two everyday essentials:

PM (green)

Nescafe 3 in 1 Regular

Two things you are wearing right now:

My reading glasses
My boxers

Two of your favorite current bands/artists

Anything aired on Virgin Radio
Keane

Two things you want in a relationship (other than love):

Large bank account *
Big house with fancy roadster *

Two things you have to do this week:

Work!
Mow my lawn

Two stores you shop at:

RMTeam
eBay

Two shows you like to watch:

Ed (love it!)
2.5 Men

Two things you'd buy if money were no object:

A private jet so I could go anywhere I wanted
A house in Notting Hill

Two wishes for 2007:

A smooth pilgrimage to Mecca
Some success in writing

*Kidding

They say....

loaded

They say that for a new beginning, an end must come. They say that people fear what they do not understand. They say that character is built through making difficult decisions. Something that I have yet to understand, however, is why people judge before becoming fully informed. I understand that fear, jealousy, and envy may play a part in that thinking process. But, in the times we live in, you would think that the "judging a book by the cover" era was near an abrupt end. With information at our fingertips, what does one use as an excuse for being misinformed or not informed altogether? The answer, everyone, is ignorance.

I am embarking on a new adventure in my life. A change was made. And I have openly accepted it. I have embarked upon the adventure as if it were what was in my hand the entire time. So far, the experience has been a welcome change for yours truly. And, I quite frankly can't remember a time when I've been happier and more self-content with my life. But, with the good, you must accept the bad. For every positive there must be a negative. A healthy balance of positives and negatives must exist to provide your life with a healthy dose of variety.

This is why, when realizing one of the few negatives that has came to fruition in my new adventure, I did not fret for long. As I realized that wherever one may go there will always be something you don't agree with, a food you dislike, a person who you do not see eye-to-eye with, and things you'll just never understand. It's not a matter of opinion. It's fact. The best thing to do is to accept it and move on as quick as possible. For me, a dose of negative publicity has been thrown my way. However, not directly, and very much indirectly. It's purpose is to paint a nasty portrait of the individual and to spread lies.

I have learned, however, in the past several years that truth conquers all. And where lies darken, truth enlightens; where lies hurt, truth heals; where lies trap, the truth sets one free. So, the mature and most effective way of handling a situation where another is spreading lies about you, I encourage you to not retaliate with anger, hatred and lies, but with joy, love and truth. For it is the one who says nothing but the truth who wins the war. Regardless of right or wrong…the truth is always the best tool to win a war of words, personality clashes, and ego conflicts.

The next time you hear something untrue about yourself, don't give it the time of day. You have better things to do! Go re-arrange your sock drawer, watch paint dry, or stare at a blank wall…and I promise that's time better well spent than on worrying about an untrue, harmful, negative statement. Don't let the actions of others dictate who you go through life being. If you stop to think about what others think about you, you won't have enough time in the day to think about anything else.